It has been ages! Christmas has come and gone, and so has January... all in a hurry! The first 3 weeks of January are always so busy with school, new books, money to manage, house to clean etc. but I have been in a rut all since christmas.
I got the flu on Dec. 26th and didn't get well again until 2 weeks into Jan. and that took it's toll on everything. On the good side: I lost almsot 5 kg in January... the bad: I gained it all again the last weekend of Jan. when the family had our annual family gathering / meeting of the stock holders. We were staying at a hotel that I love, and the food there is so amazing! So i gorged! :-(
I have been working out two times a week with a friend of mine at a local gym, and I have managed to loos 3 of the 5 kg again, but I am struggeling with a few things so keeping up is really difficult. I have been feeling down and depressed a lot, and it only gets worse since I can tell my husband is starting to struggle a bit again. It brings up a lot of bad memories I'd rather forget. I also have gotten back to not sleeping at night. I don't get tired, so I stay up all night... sleep all day...etc. It's unhealthy and difficult to break, but I will get to it. I also have gotten into the same old eating habits with lots of snacks and few meals, I don't even eat breakfast...
I am a mess, the house is a mess, school is slightly a mess... *sigh*
On the bright side: I am alive! I have finally gotten around to getting some plants into this house. We got book shelves for all our books now and a bed that is big enough for both of us to sleep comfortably. We even bought night stands! I love my new classes, and I like working out with my friend.
New goals for the year:
Loose weight as planned
Make do and mend
Keep a clean house
Get healthy and fit
Eat breakfast every day.
See you again soon
Mrs. Krogsæter
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